T minus 1 day

All ready for my birthday tomorrow!

Look at my pretty nails.

All day long at the spa then on to Moyo Zoo Lake - shoo its a hard life! :-)

Sex

I am a self-proclaimed Nymphomaniac. Have been before I was even having sex!

I love every single aspect of sex.

I have a variety of "toys" but I love my sparkly blue pocket rocket and lately I have my pink "sperm" (it is a G-Spot vibrator, but looks like a little sperm.

I sometimes wonder when alot is too much?

I have broken myself a few times. Lets just say long nails are not condusive to self loving.

As it is - right now I am wishing I could see QT tonight, I am finally done with "the russians" and I need some action.... desperately!!!

Hot Carl

Do you know what this is?

I saw it mentioned on another blog and even though the author said son't go there - I went there.

You DON'T want to go there!

SUPER GROSS

I am adventurous, but not that much!

Wedding Bells

How cute is my new present?

Lizelle's wedding is drawing closer - we have got all the details planned and it has been almost stress free, I am having lots of fun being her bridesmaid - right from the beginning where I helped her try on a hundred dresses - some weighing more than she does!






We have the perfect dress for me - black with white flowers.






Her dress is silver and it is a proper princess dress.






They have been taking dance lessons and will be doing their first dance as they walk into the hall - to my absolute favourite wedding song (my suggestion!)



You know our love was meant to be

The kind of love to last forever.

And I want you here with me

From tonight until the end of time.

You should know

Everywhere I go,

Always on my mind,

In my heart,

In my soul.



Baby, you're the meaning in my life,

You're the inspiration.

You bring feeling to my life,

You're the inspiration.

Wanna have you near me,

I wanna have you hear me saying,

"No one needs you more than I need you."



And I know, (And I know,)

Yes, I know, that it's plain to see,

So in love when we're together.

Now I know (Now I know)

That I need you here with me.

From tonight until the end of time.

You should know, (Yes, you need to know,)

Everywhere I go,

You're always on my mind,

You're in my heart,

In my soul.



You're the meaning in my life,

You're the inspiration.

You bring feeling to my life,

You're the inspiration.

Wanna have you near me,

I wanna have you hear me saying,

"No one needs you more than I need you."

(No one needs you more than I.)

Wanna have you near me

I wanna have you hear me saying,

"No one needs you more than I need you."

(No one needs you more.)

You're the meaning in my life,

You're the inspiration.

You bring feeling to my life,

You're the inspiration.

When you love somebody

'Til the end of time.

When you love somebody

Always on my mind. / No one needs you more than I.

When you love somebody

'Til the end of time.

When you love somebody

Always on my mind. / No one needs you more than I.

1 week

On Saturday I will be 31..... EEEKKKKK!!!

I am now not on the crest anymore - I am racing down the hill at an astonishingly fast pace.

It is bringing me closer to 35 - where my plan was to be married with at least 1 baby (girl)

It has been on my mind alot the past few days - along with how happy QT is making me.

I have decided to give he and I until the end of this year - we will then have to make a decision about whether we have a more solid future together.

We spend the day together yesterday at the Hartebeespoort dam looking at the fleamarket and eating yummy pancakes and once again I was lovestruck by how relaxed and happy I am with him!

I am celebrating good and proper this year - AC and I are spending the entire day at Mangwanani for some spoiling, then that night I am having a small celebration with a few of my close friends at Moyo Zoo Lake - I originally wanted a masked ball theme but this year I actually prefer the intimacy of a smaller group. We'll get our faces painted - close enough!

On Sunday QT and I are meeting my folks and going through to Parys for lunch to one of my favourite little restaurants - Rubys (http://www.rubysparys.co.za/)

Should take my mind off the age factor a little bit....