New Ventures

I am visiting RaceCar and AC this weekend.


AC and I have taken a big step and finally realised our dream - we have started our own business!!!

We have spoken about this for so long and it is a passion we both have.

I am quite a creative person and I have designed stationery for businesses, arranged weddings, bridal showers, baby showers, kids parties, corporate events and designed photobook albums and redesigned a secondhand bookstore.

I have received many compliments and I totally love it - this is my true passion.

AC has recently finished her diploma in wedding coordination and I won the Business Economics prize in Matric.

I'd say we have enough experience!

Wish us luck everybody - and if you need anything done, let me know!

Goodbye Bad week

What a shockingly terrible week this has been!

My boss decided to use me as the outlet for all the problems in the company - if I get crapped out once more for something that was NOT my fault I am going to run into the first sharp object I can find!

Then MBA decides that before his feelings get in the way of our Action - he had better call it quits.

I can definitely understand where he is coming from, but I am bitterly disappointed because I was really enjoying the kissing.

Can he kiss - oh my goodness I get warm just thinking about it!

So that is now the end of the action - and I must admit that it was nice to feel wanted again - I am still feeling low about MC.

It has been over a week and I have heard nothing from him. Urgh!

Last night 1 of my closest friends Tee phoned me to tell me that her and her new boyfriend of 2 weeks - G5 had split up.

I really thought that G5 was the guy that was going to be different - he seemed to be totally enamoured with Tee and seemed to be a great guy. I was going to meet him this Saturday.

Last night he told her that he felt she was having a bad effect on his life.

She is taking it rather badly and I really feel sorry for her.

Today I get a call from a debt collector letting me know that I have been handed over for an account from when my appendix burst in 2008.

I had never even received an account or a phone call. It makes me so angry.

I used to deal with accounts and I used to have to hand them over - so I know the process involved.

January is a long month and now I have to pay R600 over!

Hopefully this weekend will be better.

Overcoming Disappointments

Have not heard a word from MC since last week Wednesday.

It SUCKS.

There is nothing I can do.... I do not run after any man. EVER.

I am convinced he is back together with his girlfriend and doesn't have the guts to tell me.

I will bide my time. I am still convinced we would be good together - he will realise this eventually.

I will be there when he does, but I will not be waiting! No Siree!

Already the flirting is in full force.

I was feeling really bad about things & it sort of pushed me into going a bit further with MBA than I had intended.

Shit that man can kiss!! He has talents with his tongue that make me weak at the knees and literally had my fingertips and toes & even the end of my nose Tingling!

I know it isn't right to carry on because it might give him false hope - but right now he is helping to restore some of my confidence.

His kisses are addictive!

In other news:
The Bax will be returning to SA at the end of January - he and I have a dinner date, and I plan to fully seduce him!
Today he was saying that he turns 39 in February.
I teased him that he was old and he said, "you're only as old as the woman you feel"
So I retorted, "In that case I can arrange that you feel 30!"
I had him speechless and he laughed and said he's blushing! ha ha

I hope we get a repeat of that night in his hotel room - now that was amazing passion! My heart rate trebles when I think of it!!

My hormones are going beserk and I have been enjoying the harmless flirting with a few guys I know. (If I am very honest my heart is still sore) but nothing like good flirting to make me forget my pain.

What I would really like to do is to grab a young guy. That is my next goal - when I can pluck up the courage to do it!
My housemate has a sexy 19 year old brother who said he would do me (his words not mine) but I have a feeling he would chicken out if it had to go further.
A woman I worked with has a cute 21 year old son who is into me, but it is too close to home.

RaceCar has a really sexy guy working with him - QT... he has the most stunning blue eyes and is the sweetest guy.
I think he is into me, but it is too close to MC and I am not chancing anything.

So there go all my options... darn!

Stay tuned for the next installment of "My Raging Hormones."

Things I've learned about myself....

1. I'm addicted to Facebook
2. I love anything Sparkly - always have - always will
3. I'm addicted to sex for the right reasons - because it makes ME happy
4. I am a Bonsai tree murderer
5. My friends soothe my soul
6. I need to learn to be more patient
7. I am NOT a morning person
8. I think like a guy - except when I really like a guy - then I think like a girl
9. I really do have 2 personalities
10. I love skirts that swish
11. I love the unconditional love my cats give me - they keep me grounded
12. My parents really would do anything for me
13. I am too old for pimples, but I still get them
14. My grey hairs are really silver and are growing at a rapid pace
15. I have to accept the fact that I will have to start waxing my new mustache that has sprouted in my 30's
16. I worry to much about my weight
17. I should stop worrying about what people think of me - the people who know the real me lovev me for who I am and judging by the caliber of friends I keep - that is good enough