Where are you?

Missing

Young woman with Spring in her step, Twinkle in her eye and uncontained laughter.

Confident and cheerful.

Sexy & bubbly.

Girl who takes risks and enjoys the thrill of the forbidden.

Today is my last day at work until 4 January 2010.

I can honestly say it has come in the nick of time.

I feel as if I am running on empty - even my reserve tank has been used up.

Bring on Christmas time and weddings and all the fun with family and friends.

I hope to find my soul, get my spark back and lose some stress and those extra kilos.

Roll on holidays!

Yes I can relate

SUPERNATURAL

It's. After. One. Can't. Stop. Watching...

Sam/Jared, Jared/Sam - YUMMY either way.

Mrs Jared Padalecki…



Has a nice ring to it doesn’t it?


I am hooked on, addicted to Supernatural.


Have been since Episode 1, Season 1.
I used to give up time with my boyfriend so I could watch it.

I am a Winchester brothers groupie and I would have a hard time breaking Dean’s heart as I tell him that Sammy is my man.


I have a permanent flutter when I watch Sam/Jared. Those dimples have almost been the death of me on many occasions.

There is 1 major complaint I have – I am on season 4 and have seen only a handful of topless scenes. How many letters will I have to start sending to the Producers to get the Winchester fans some skin action?


Nothing like some muscles torsos while ghost fighting to keep the fans happy.

Hollywood – please give Jared a message from me that I am single and available to fly to meet Jared at a moment’s notice.


Santa Claus – please may I have Jared for Christmas ? I have been a good girl all year.


I crossed my fingers – because we all know Sam likes them slightly corrupted (Ruby)

One of them....

MBA & I have been friends since highschool.



He is a very serious type of guy who worries too much about what people think of him and hardly opens up at all - but when you get to know him it is worth the patience.


I am one of the lucky few to know him really well.


Last night we go to his company function at a stunning venue called Summer Place.

We are standing outside chatting and he shares something with me that makes me blush with embarrassment.


A few years back while picnicking we were lying on the blanket chatting.


One of the Twins made an appearance – my boob popped out of it’s top.


Oh. My. Freaking. Hell.


Not something I want my male friends seeing!


I have been told I have nothing to worry about in the breast department, and I guess I am lucky to have been blessed with a decent sized cleavage that passes the pencil test, even at 30 when they are starting to succumb to Gravity’s sweet enticement, they are still firm enough.


I actually have a fan group on Facebook because my friend A brought it up in front of her boyfriend and from there it snowballed to such an extent that we all end up having random discussions about them. (don’t ask!)


The group however is all PG – nothing to shock anybody. So knowing that MBA has seen one… mmhhh


Meanwhile I am a walking hormone lately because I am not getting any action and desperately trying to distract my mind with other meaningless tasks.


It isn’t helping and standing so close to MBA last night I used a lot of self restraint not to kiss him.


He has a history of having feelings for me and I am not sure how he would respond to that. I wouldn’t want to ruin what we have – but at the same time I am curious to see how he kisses.

Do I – Don’t I?