I must say I have been missing my Blogging - these are my therapy sessions!
So much has been happening, so let me fill you in...
QT, what a sweetie pie. He is an absolute gentlemen and has such a good heart.
We all slept over at RaceCar and AC the other night - and QT and I stayed up chatting. And he kissed me.
Now as much as I have been attracted to him, I never imagined ever making a move to kiss him - oh yes, he is 21!
But let me tell you - this Cutie Pie can kiss!
I was blown away! and he tickles you as he kisses, and I am a sucker for kisses and tickles!
We have chatted about how we want such different things in life - his dating life holds so much more still to come! I have dated and I am ready to settle down.
So we have agreed to take it a day at a time and see where we end up.
He makes me feel sexy and I love spending time with him.
Yes I have a Toy Boy! *Grin*
MC...
I cannot tell you how well things have been going with him.
I am getting impatient though - I realise he has so much to work through and I need to be patient, but it is difficult - especially considering I want him!
On Friday we had our usual daily chat and i said how I was not looking forward to Valentines Day. MC hates VDay, he says that it is a commercial holiday designed to make money, blah blah blah.
I told him it is a chance toshow someone you care, without the need to buy expensive presents.
So he says to me, I should fly to Durban and visit him.
I decided to be spontaneous and thought - what the hell?
Hopped on a plane on Saturday and went to Durban!
He fetched me from the airport and took me to the hotel - he had booked us in to a hotel on the beachfront!
We had champagne, chocolates and fudge and I gave him a massage which turned into some action!
He took me around and showed me all the places he has been talking about over the last months and now I have an idea of what his life is like.
Late Sunday night I was back in Jhb - back to reality.
MC still has so much to work through- I was exactly where he is this time last year - so I know how he feels.
But a small part of me cant help but want him to realise that I am the one for him.
Surely this should help him to feel better?
