..... so much has happened: I....
Have missed Blogging so much - but my head has not been clear enough - until today
Went on holiday to Ballito with QT
Have almost destroyed my nail by being too stubborn to go to a doctor for a fungal infection (and still refuse to go)
Have discovered I have Anemia and High Cholesterol, but still haven't discovered what is wrong with me for the reason I actually went to the Doc in the 1st place - it is extremely disheartening. Suspected case of a Virus similiar to Yuppie Flu
Have effectively re-organised my bag by keeping all meds & girly things in a nifty clear pouch that is easy to take out and find stuff
have found a stunning Bridesmaid dress for the wedding in June but have to make the decision whether or not to pay in R800
Have realised I need to get out of debt & pay off my R40 000 credit card / loan debt (making Point 5 harder)
Am trying to discover a way to ask for a salary raise (to make Point 6 easier)
Have cut my hair in a much different layered style to what I usually have
have been feeling very negative about work
Have made QT & me - OFFICIAL
Have discovered that being in a relationship with QT is so much more fulfilling than I ever imagined
have lost 4kgs since January - but realised I have alot more still to lose to get rid of Gloria
Have realised how much I hate doing my on housework
attended a course that was highly beneficial to my work
discovered Purple Nail polish and it's all I want to wear
realised that QT is 1 of the true Gems out there
have discovered that Sleeping with a friend can complicate things - ever if it is not from your side
have realised that some people have much harder lives than you realise yet they survive it and are a reason to be inspired
have realised that planning events is fun & so worth it in the end
am preferring the life of Hermit & feel bad for ignoring my friends, but I just don't have the mental capacity to socialise without having a mental meltdown
Know that my friends understand & will be there for me - wither to visit my padded cell or to celebrate with me
need to get my life back - my boss & work colleagues calling me after hours and on weekends is unacceptable- doscovered that my "secret blog" is not so secret anymore - MC & QT have discovered it!
- have to decide whether or not to continue with this blog or start a NEW secret blog
need more sleep
love my kitty cats so much
am hanging on to my sanity by a thin thin thread.....
