You saw a Twin?

I have mentioned before about my Facebook fan group for the Twins.

It was mostly because of RaceCar and AC that I started it.

So the other day I am visiting RaceCar at the hospital while he is undergoing his dialysis and we are chatting to the nurse and RaceCar brings up the group and we are having a laugh, when he very casually mentions, that he has seen 1 of the Twins.

Die. of. embarrassment.

Almost 3 years ago my appendix had burst and I landed up in hospital with acute peritonitis - I was so violently ill that they say I would have died within 24 hours.

Anyway, I am digressing - so the first time I meet RaceCar was when he came with AC to visit me in hospital. I was so drugged up that he had to help me sit up and apparently as he was helping me up, he got a view of my boob.

Cleavage - I am a proud displayer. Nipple - not so much

"You need to lose weight"

The other day a colleague came up to me and said the following - almost word for word:

You really need to lose weight. When you started working with us, you were such a pretty girl. Now you are fat, your face is fat and your boobs are too big. You need to find a husband and get married and have children. You used to be such a beautiful girl, but you must lose weight so you can be beautiful again 

I was so flabbergasted, that I walked away - it is not often that I am speechless, this was one of those times.

She was right about 1 thing: I do need to lose weight, not to get married and have children, but to feel better about myself

I have started walking and I am watching what I eat. I think the main problem is that I don't eat breakfast and that slows down my metabolism and then I eat toast for dinner when I am home (starch - not healthy) I will get there in time, I need to get over losing my cat, losing my boyfriend and trying to keep my sanity.

I began remembering back to about a year ago when my friend AC mentioned to her husband that I had a nice cleavage and they didn't look real. The joke started about the Twins (funny because I am a Gemini which is represented by the Twins)
Eventually it grew and we even made a Facebook group for them and everyone joined in on the fun. It is nice to have a feature that people admire and it boosts the confidence (besides, if they are looking at my cleavage, they aren't looking at my Butt! ;-)

Let me show you a few photos from the Group:

 A year on and I have put on about 5kgs and now I try to only get my head in the frame when taking photos and needless to say - The Twins group is no more!

These are the only 2 pics I could find of the Twins, and you will notice I don't wear plunging necklines anymore, the Twins might try come out to play!

Hopefully one day I will be in better shape and can go back to the pretty tops and my beautiful 36C bras....

One of them....

MBA & I have been friends since highschool.



He is a very serious type of guy who worries too much about what people think of him and hardly opens up at all - but when you get to know him it is worth the patience.


I am one of the lucky few to know him really well.


Last night we go to his company function at a stunning venue called Summer Place.

We are standing outside chatting and he shares something with me that makes me blush with embarrassment.


A few years back while picnicking we were lying on the blanket chatting.


One of the Twins made an appearance – my boob popped out of it’s top.


Oh. My. Freaking. Hell.


Not something I want my male friends seeing!


I have been told I have nothing to worry about in the breast department, and I guess I am lucky to have been blessed with a decent sized cleavage that passes the pencil test, even at 30 when they are starting to succumb to Gravity’s sweet enticement, they are still firm enough.


I actually have a fan group on Facebook because my friend A brought it up in front of her boyfriend and from there it snowballed to such an extent that we all end up having random discussions about them. (don’t ask!)


The group however is all PG – nothing to shock anybody. So knowing that MBA has seen one… mmhhh


Meanwhile I am a walking hormone lately because I am not getting any action and desperately trying to distract my mind with other meaningless tasks.


It isn’t helping and standing so close to MBA last night I used a lot of self restraint not to kiss him.


He has a history of having feelings for me and I am not sure how he would respond to that. I wouldn’t want to ruin what we have – but at the same time I am curious to see how he kisses.

Do I – Don’t I?