Last night I dreamt that I was planning to commit suicide. I didn't want my money to be tied up after my death, so I bought my parents 1st Class tickets to London (on BA) and withdrew R80 000 cash for them.
I somehow managed to withdraw all this cash from an ATM and carried it around in an envelope under my arm.
I remember feeling a but sad everytime I spoke to them on the phone because they didn't realise that I was going to be dead soon.
I was extremely calm whilst going about all the arrangements. I don't know which method I had decided on... I would think I would choose to swallow a whole bunch of pills and have a Cosmopolitan to wash them down. That would be a nuce calm way to go... drift off to sleep. Also very considerate to the people who have to find you. (A colleagues son-in-law hung himself from a tree in the backyard where the kids used to play)
I wish I knew why on earth I was planning suicide? My life is pretty exciting at the moment!
So, dear readers... don't fret! I am here to stay for a while!
How strange! I know they say that dreaming about dying means that you're about to start a new phase of your life , but I'm not too sure about this!
ReplyDeleteApparently it means you're unhappy with your life and you feel you want to change it. So look for the signs of change I guess.
ReplyDeleteHopefully it's just a new phase like Kate puts it.
From my hotel days in the UK and USA you would be surprised how many people kills themselves in a hotel. That way housekeeping find them and not their family
Dreams can be so weird sometimes.
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