In my Absence...

..... so much has happened: I....

1. 
   
   Have missed Blogging so much - but my head has not been clear enough - until today
2. 
   
   Went on holiday to Ballito with QT
3. 
   
   Have almost destroyed my nail by being too stubborn to go to a doctor for a fungal infection (and still refuse to go)
4. 
   
   Have discovered I have Anemia and High Cholesterol, but still haven't discovered what is wrong with me for the reason I actually went to the Doc in the 1st place - it is extremely disheartening. Suspected case of a Virus similiar to Yuppie Flu
5. 
   
   Have effectively re-organised my bag by keeping all meds & girly things in a nifty clear pouch that is easy to take out and find stuff
6. 
   
   have found a stunning Bridesmaid dress for the wedding in June but have to make the decision whether or not to pay in R800
7. 
   
   Have realised I need to get out of debt & pay off my R40 000 credit card / loan debt (making Point 5 harder)
8. 
   
   Am trying to discover a way to ask for a salary raise (to make Point 6 easier)
9. 
   
   Have cut my hair in a much different layered style to what I usually have
10. 
    
    have been feeling very negative about work
11. 
    
    Have made QT & me - OFFICIAL
12. 
    
    Have discovered that being in a relationship with QT is so much more fulfilling than I ever imagined
13. 
    
    have lost 4kgs since January - but realised I have alot more still to lose to get rid of Gloria
14. 
    
    Have realised how much I hate doing my on housework
15. 
    
    attended a course that was highly beneficial to my work
16. 
    
    discovered Purple Nail polish and it's all I want to wear
17. 
    
    realised that QT is 1 of the true Gems out there
18. 
    
    have discovered that Sleeping with a friend can complicate things - ever if it is not from your side
19. 
    
    have realised that some people have much harder lives than you realise yet they survive it and are a reason to be inspired
20. 
    
    have realised that planning events is fun & so worth it in the end
21. 
    
    am preferring the life of Hermit & feel bad for ignoring my friends, but I just don't have the mental capacity to socialise without having a mental meltdown
22. 
    
    Know that my friends understand & will be there for me - wither to visit my padded cell or to celebrate with me
23. 
    
    need to get my life back - my boss & work colleagues calling me after hours and on weekends is unacceptable
24. doscovered that my "secret blog" is not so secret anymore - MC & QT have discovered it!
25. have to decide whether or not to continue with this blog or start a NEW secret blog
26. 
    
    need more sleep
27. 
    
    love my kitty cats so much
28. 
    
    am hanging on to my sanity by a thin thin thread.....